The last two weeks of undergrad have made it a little hard to smile. I’ve been stressed, overwhelmed and feel like I am constantly drowning and will never get out alive. I’m getting rejected from jobs I am overqualified for because I haven’t been in the “real word” for more than three years. I then want to hate myself and think I will never find anything. I come home daily late, distracted and immediately have to crash for a quick nap before getting up and working more. I promise you I will stop my moaning soon but the blog has always been about writing about what is really happening in my life.
Thankfully, I have had an amazing support system around me. You guys have all been amazing. I’ve gotten care packages in the mail from some of you. Andrew is faithfully bringing me Chipotle nearly every night because I am too busy to think about eating. My parents understand that not hearing from me doesn’t mean I’ve been kidnapped. (I think they just read the blog to see if I am alive.)
Sweater: J. Crew Factory (exact)
Jeans: C/O Aeropostale (exact and on sale for $14!)
Shoes: Antonio Melani (similar)
Purse: Zara (similar)
Sunglasses: Tulip (similar)
Necklace: JC Penny (similar)
I’m really thankful for all of you and the amazing amount of support you have shown. I’ve had lots of reminders of “This too shall pass” and that I should just grin and bear it. So, I managed to grin and bear it through this past weekend and make it to this week.This blessed week of relief.